ReMARRIED

I thought being the first wife was difficult. I was shocked when I became someone's second wife. Being a second wife is so much different. I have to deal with all the crap the first wife ruined. Not only was he ruined by his mother but a first wife too. I have to break all the habits that he did in that first marriage that I don't like in this marriage. When you are the first wife, you get to mold the husband to the way you work, but when you are second he was already molded to someone else. I think he has forgotten how to be a good husband. The first marriage was not so good. Just dry and boring. More like coexisting, but I don't want that. I want passion and to feel pretty. I want to feel the love not only know he loves me because he brings me coffee in the morning or make the bed. It's just not enough for me or am I asking too much?