ReMARRIED

I thought being the first wife was difficult. I was shocked when I became someone's second wife. Being a second wife is so much different. I have to deal with all the crap the first wife ruined. Not only was he ruined by his mother but a first wife too. I have to break all the habits that he did in that first marriage that I don't like in this marriage. When you are the first wife, you get to mold the husband to the way you work, but when you are second he was already molded to someone else. I think he has forgotten how to be a good husband. The first marriage was not so good. Just dry and boring. More like coexisting, but I don't want that. I want passion and to feel pretty. I want to feel the love not only know he loves me because he brings me coffee in the morning or make the bed. It's just not enough for me or am I asking too much?

New Drama

I have discovered the reason why couples fall apart...it's not that things get old...it's that the day to day issue deteriorate your love...all the things that are said and done over time really takes it's toll on love...it eats away at it like a flesh eating parasite until there is just no feelings left...i don't know who this is harder for the person getting eaten or the person that stands by and watches...and the other person always wants to fix things when it's too late...should i feel bad about not really putting in the effort??? even though i was the one making the effort for many years before his sudden "turning over a new leaf"...CONFUSED and DAZED